New Day, New Year, New Beginning

I hate to leave on such a sad and depressing note. I actually hated writing what I did yesterday because it makes me feel like a failure. It is the truth though and this blog has always been real. I got a job yesterday afternoon, waiting tables. I'll start training tonight. I have to go buy some black pants, black blouse and black comfortable shoes. Kind of fitting, all black like dressing for a funeral. I woke up and saw the beautiful sunrise this morning though, bright pink and blue. It was full of cheer and hope.

My Mom loved reading all the stories I wrote while we were on the airplane together. We were laughing so hard sometimes that we woke up the sleeping passengers. She also cried reading the post I wrote about BOB but thanked me for writing something so kind.

These pictures are the way I'd like to be remembered. Happy and with a big smile. I'll try to still blog, I know I'll have some great stories from waitressing. Remember, Mom always said I was like Lucy Ricardo and she's Ethel. Just imagine Lucy waitressing!